Mouli Harshith

I'm afraid. I'm afraid of a lot of things. Many things trigger my anxiety in an instance. I see no way around when fear consumes me. It's easy to say, "embrace your fears," but they burn you out. The closer you get to them, the more you get burnt. Embrace them? It is like embracing fire. A lot of things in this world... No, no. A lot of significant things in this world happened because of fear and a lot of things which could've changed history did not happen, thanks to fear.  Fear - A strong feeling that clouds the intellect and limits one's capabilities. I tell myself a thousand times that fear will not change the outcome, or do me any favour, but I end up falling in it's trap. Every single time I tell myself I'm strong, I'm not afraid of something, the more I'm with it and the more fear I experience. Fear of loss, failure, a future happening, a certain circumstance, a past memory occuring in the mind, so many things that I can't count...

  Boredom is a part of life, or, should I say, inevitable part of life? Because life runs on repetitions. We have day after a night and the same night after the day. We eat three times a day, a limited number of food items for breakfast, lunch and dinner. In fact, sometimes the same breakfast even the next day. We barely eat those same 10-11 items that we know to cook or that are available, in the course of time. I think all of you must be already aware of this inevitable phenomenon of our mind. We hate REPETITION! Our mind wants something new everyday. Almost every moment. We start off with certain subjects to study and if we are intelligent, it won't take any long for that subject to lose its charm. We take up a job, won't take much time for our mind to get used to the same boring work and we end up looking for something new already. Same happens with anything we want to do in life. But I wonder. Recently, I've joined a team (Team Ananda) of dynamic people who conduct wor...