Different
You know, let me make it informal. For time being, I was odd. Different. Dropping physics in my 12 th , it took me two years and yet I still do not know why I am doing Marketing in Business Administration. I freak out every single time when I think of what I am going to do in the future. I do not love my subject, neither can I do anything with my love for physics now. It had been two years since there had been a lot of changes in my body and mind but I fail to see growth anywhere. In fact, it is a feeling that I am going backward instead. Being lazy to study, failing to find interest in any freaking thing I do, if at all I might want to change my path, I can, but only if I love something else, right? The quest comes back to the same question again. What do I love doing? Nothing! I broke down extremely bad. I don’t know why I am associating myself with others. I know my journey is different but I don’t know how to get that association out of my mind. I don’t know how not to keep myself ...